battlefield of the mind.

Alrite, today is mendung again and been 12hours since my melancholy dna kicking in. And I'm sure its nothing to do with grey's anatomy.

"Tidak ada temperamen yg memiliki demikian byk potensi alamiah selain melankolis bila diberi kekuatan oleh Roh Kudus."
-Tim LaHaye

As I said to my bestfren last nite, we, melan ppl know very best tat it is so true, melancholy the most driven temperament of all. Sometimes the environment affecting us, but most of the time we'll just drawn in our own sadness created in our mind.

Okay, here's an online doc I found by Tim Lahaye.

Meet Mr. Melancholy
Collins Dictionary (2004) “fs you describe someone as a melancholic, you mean that they are very sad.”
Mr. Melancholy is analytical, self-sacrificing, gifted, perfectionist type, with a very sensitive emotional nature. No one gets more enjoyment from the fine arts than the melancholy.
Unlike Mr. Sanguine, he does not make friends easily.
His exceptional analytical ability causes him to diagnose accurately the obstacles and dangers of any project he has a part in planning.
Many of the world’s great artists, musicians, inventors, educators were of the Melancholy temperament. Such of these were: Moses, Elijah and Solomon.

Me? Very sad? No I'm noooot. I am capable to be happy!!! Yes I know tats true -.-*

'No one gets more enjoyment from the fine arts than the melancholy.' Yet this is very true as well. We dooo enjoy whatever it is god gives and god creates for us. We delight in his creation. Well the fact tat we appreciate it so much is the reason why we resent it so much if we see someone seems not appreciating it.

For example is my wedding. Its a gift from god. Its my happy day. MY moment and I'm the star of the day. Not my parents not my in laws. So pleaseeee preciate this particular god's gift!!! Grhh I'm resting my case. Only melan ppl understand this -.-*

The point of my writing is to justify my right being so melan about my wedding. so this post served its purpose. I'm gonna go watch more grey's.