Maybe u need my explanation.

The reason I'm lazy to write is because most of the time I feel my life isn't interesting anymore, or too plain, or too many downside I'm having and its gonna sound like I'm complaining whilst its not. Sometimes only a nice dvd can make the day, or a stupid customer ruins it. Its life.

And of cos for u who knows me, I always aim high. Its true tat nothing satisfy me and my biggest struggle is trying to content with the present and not looking back at yesterday. As for tomorrow, tomorrow is always good because I know my God is huge.

I'm sure we all remember when the world was fun and all we think about is scoring some cool office job and saying this is a great start, ill be on the Times, one day. Ill do something great and my carreer will bring me to whenever I wanna go. And the lists goes on.

And several years had passed, now we think, oookay, cari duit susahnya minta ampun! Ill just find a rich husband and hv kids and being a housewife not tat bad. But then, finding a rich husband - correction - finding a husband is damn hard as well!

Seems like life is full of sets of settling down.

So here's what I learnt.

Do settle. And everything will go smoothly in a way u can never expected, opportunities will present themselves, and the one we didn't believe in: luck, will be with u.

Also, never ever compare ur life with others. We all have our own portion of everything God needs ask to fulfill to make the settling down worth it.

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